My Own Worst Enemy Lyrics

My Own Worst Enemy by Micall Parknsun

• I’m my own worst enemy
• Feels like I’m my own worst enemy
• See I do what I gotta man
• ‘Cos I smoke weed
• Don’t assume I’m a shotta man
• So I scheme ‘cos I gotta plan
• It ain’t all what it seems in this promised land
• See I’m trying to be a better man
• But I’m fucking up
• Just trying to be a better man
• See it’s hard ‘cos I am a Dad
• So what I rap?
• You don’t know or you don’t understand
• I’m trying to think for the future
• But the now got me fucked feeling useless
• But I’m proud that I’ve fucked with this music
• It’s all for the love and I’m stuck to the movement
• I’m getting too old for this new shit
• I got a fam man I don’t want to lose them
• All that I am is a man trying to do this
• I’m trying to teach when I’m really the student

• I got no cash ‘cos I’m overdrawn
• Feels like I’m my own worst enemy
• I should’ve paid the rent but I bought the draw
• Feels like I’m my own worst enemy
• I should be on tour but I’m stuck indoors
• Feels like I’m my own worst enemy
• I say that I’m a man but I’m immature
• Feels like I’m my own worst enemy

• Somehow I’m still trying to find the energy
• This is it, should I quit? Should I let it be?
• Bin a spliff, I’ll admit that I am a fiend
• ‘Cos when I’m lean it’s very hard doing anything
• But in my element I’m heavy like an elephant
• On road doing shows never settling
• On the phone to the kids when I’m missing them
• I said I heard but you know I ain’t listening
• I do give a shit
• I know I held back
• I took a chance, broke your heart like a dumb brat
• You say I can’t but I’m a start trying to fix that
• And I’m a soldier the storm like a big man
• I’m a face facts
• I know I fucked up
• I know I can’t stop your pain just with one hug
• I know it won’t be the same but I showed up
• And put the pen to the page and I owned up

• I guess my life is more than I bargained for
• Man I’m stressed from the bills which I can’t ignore
• I’m a waste, I escape so I bought a draw
• Every day man it’s back to the drawing board
• I’m ashamed of the fact that I am the cause
• Of all the cack I attract when I do perform
• Then perhaps it’s just the fact that I’m getting bored
• From all the raps which I spat which I did before

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