Micall Parknsun – My Own Worst Enemy Lyrics
Lyrics
Verse 1
- I’m my own worst enemy
- Feels like I’m my own worst enemy
- See I do what I gotta man
- ‘Cos I smoke weed
- Don’t assume I’m a shotta man
- So I scheme ‘cos I gotta plan
- It ain’t all what it seems in this promised land
- See I’m trying to be a better man
- But I’m fucking up
- Just trying to be a better man
- See it’s hard ‘cos I am a Dad
- So what I rap?
- You don’t know or you don’t understand
- I’m trying to think for the future
- But the now got me fucked feeling useless
- But I’m proud that I’ve fucked with this music
- It’s all for the love and I’m stuck to the movement
- I’m getting too old for this new shit
- I got a fam man I don’t want to lose them
- All that I am is a man trying to do this
- I’m trying to teach when I’m really the student
Chorus
- I got no cash ‘cos I’m overdrawn
- Feels like I’m my own worst enemy
- I should’ve paid the rent but I bought the draw
- Feels like I’m my own worst enemy
- I should be on tour but I’m stuck indoors
- Feels like I’m my own worst enemy
- I say that I’m a man but I’m immature
- Feels like I’m my own worst enemy
Verse 2
- Somehow I’m still trying to find the energy
- This is it, should I quit? Should I let it be?
- Bin a spliff, I’ll admit that I am a fiend
- ‘Cos when I’m lean it’s very hard doing anything
- But in my element I’m heavy like an elephant
- On road doing shows never settling
- On the phone to the kids when I’m missing them
- I said I heard but you know I ain’t listening
- I do give a shit
- I know I held back
- I took a chance, broke your heart like a dumb brat
- You say I can’t but I’m a start trying to fix that
- And I’m a soldier the storm like a big man
- I’m a face facts
- I know I fucked up
- I know I can’t stop your pain just with one hug
- I know it won’t be the same but I showed up
- And put the pen to the page and I owned up
Chorus
Verse 3
- I guess my life is more than I bargained for
- Man I’m stressed from the bills which I can’t ignore
- I’m a waste, I escape so I bought a draw
- Every day man it’s back to the drawing board
- I’m ashamed of the fact that I am the cause
- Of all the cack I attract when I do perform
- Then perhaps it’s just the fact that I’m getting bored
- From all the raps which I spat which I did before
Chorus