BVA – Am I Going Crazy Lyrics
Lyrics
Verse 1
- I feel erratic, is this psychosis?
- Nahh, I got some of that off of piff, I smoked it
- No joke shit, it comes in phases
- Sometimes wyle the fuck out, sometimes great to behave
- Burn away spliffs, I think my brains stopped growin
- Somewhere around where the lifes signs stopped showin'
- My old man always said "When you're older, you're beknowin'
- How it drives you Insane In The Membrane."
- Shit! I lost my train of thought, I lost my house keys
- Lost that bike that I got of dingles at about 3
- Lost it for a bit and heard some people call me alci
- But it ain't the drink that really took it out me
- I look around to see the side effects
- I set of eyes are a good reflection of what's inside a head
- My mind's been fed, my mind's bled
- That's why I can't remember of what the fuck I just said
Hook x2
- Am I going crazy?
- I'm talking to myself? I think I'm maybe
- Beaver's fucked, is my name's Josh Davey
- Scared to ask myself if it's changed me
- So have the drugs change me?
Verse 2
- Everybody thought he was nice, everyone liked him
- Till one day somebody pissed him off and he started knifin'
- Throw him in the 'cyc' bin
- Fools, can't you see? I was just trynna be cool, it was you that made it exciting
- School for five years with the rich kids on a scholarship
- How the fuck you meant to fit in
- When you can't ring the dollars with?
- Af' school I was bored on the bus, I was rich
- The truth was the first song you think I really give a shit
- What they think of me? I knew that from day one
- Forget the words even though every day is the same song
- Pick up the same bong, sniff the same shit,
- Tip the same trip down my throat when my life's got wrong
- My mind speaks to me but I've been thinking: "Fuck that dickhead!"
- I can't hear in jibberin in away when the spliff's red
- Doing for the fuck instead
- Fuck an angel in my sin bed
- Don't even trust myself like a pinhead
- Looking in the mirror like a taxi driver
- You're looking at me, punk? Through the cloud of a skunk it isn't me either
- Pinch out the back so that's a fiver
- I'm going in on the turn like having sex driving, holding a screw driver
Hook x2
- Am I going crazy?
- I'm talking to myself? I think I'm maybe
- Beaver's fucked, is my name's Josh Davey
- Scared to ask myself if it's changed me
- So have the drugs change me?